Polompus

I had buffet at my cousin's housewarming party. It's a 2 story house and it's within walking distance from my house. That's pretty close.

Anyway, tomorrow my parents are gonna bring my 2 bunnies to the pet shop to stock up it's food and also check to see if my female is pregnant. It seems to be cos the tummy is kinda big. Perhaps it's just fat! Haha! It's heavier than usual when I carry it man...

Oh wells, I'm gonna turn in for the night... 

~ Ever felt like there's something you can never salvage? ~

Dead

Today is definitely a bad day for me.

1. My monthly thing came.
2. I was having nose bleed this morning when I woke up.

3. I cough out phlegm and blood.

Aye, what a bloody day!

If I die, I guess its time to wash away all my sins...

If you could only hear both sides...

But it's impossible for someone like you...

Life is short so live it to the fullest!

It's been a long long time since I last blogged and here I am, back to revive my blog! Tuesday is the last day of exams and I'm gonna do anything I want!

Stuff happening after exams end:

1. Going out with friends

2. Outings

3. Work attachment

4. Training

5. Competition

6. Home alone (10 to 14 days)

7. Helping out at the zoo

8. Badminton camp

Great stuff man! I'm gonna enjoy as much as I want. I don't want training to come back! I'm gonna die! I can just imagine what it will be like on the first day of training... cannot run, cannot get a single shuttle, legs jelly, hands tired, body weak, someone drilling my mind and asking me to wake up etc. Woossh! Kinda bad huh?!

Anyway, I just wanna say I think I have been giving in to this person for god knows how many times. It's always about the same old stuff and I'm tired of giving in. I don't know why I never flare up at her even though I wanted to at times. I guess this is me, the me that is always just taking in what people says and never really burst or get angry or tell her about her mistakes. I'm a happy go lucky person man! I never really get angry for super long unless it makes me go crazy. Maybe at the end of next year, she will never know or perhaps we would have solved it by then.. oh wells, we shall see.

Negative stuff about myself

1. I get pissed real fast at times.

2. I'm straightforward and this mouth of mine can really kill me someday!

3. I like to do things my way.

4. I am short tempered at times.

5. I can be irritating.

6. I say things without thinking.
7. All in all, I'm a bad person!

I'm sure there's more but these are the ones I can think about for now. Sometimes I really think I just wanna commit suicide. All the bad things I have done, people saying bad stuff about me, people putting words into my mouth but I don't say anything cause I'm tired of it... I have committed a thousand sins and someday I really am gonna pay for it. Maybe my next life. Before I die, I will write a suicide note to everyone...

I need some time to reflect man...