OMG, after reading this... I begin to ask myself is it really because I'm missing her that's why I felt so distant? Or is it because I am distant from her that's why I feel like I'm missing her even more. I have no idea... Ahh, if only someone can tell me what to do or why is this happening to me... 

“The one that is meant for us is going to be the hardest to get, the hardest to keep, and the hardest to accept because through all that the love will grow stronger. Love wasn’t made to be easy, otherwise we wouldn’t end up with the right person. We would end up with the first one who comes along. By struggling we single out the wrong ones and realize who really is the one.”