Today was good at the start but the day ended sour. It was just me I guess. Lessons were as usual, some good some fun. Then PFT was quite fun with the class. My class hates incline pull ups and so do I. Haha, we are very satisfied with our small numbers, once we reach it. (: Overall, the 5 items were not bad. 

Training came... WOW. I suck badly. Like really badly. I had bad mood swings in court and I was freaking not focusing on court. I tried to focus but failed. My mind didn't actually wonder off, I was just not myself. Like I lost myself when the games started. I was playing shit man, seriously, there's something really fucking wrong with me. No fucking idea why and I think today is really not my day. I feel so shit, don't need anyone to say I also fucking know. I really wanna train hard just for this last time, Nationals. I MUST and I fucking WILL try my very best to train hard for tomorrow. I wanna put in effort and not show that I don't fucking give a damn.

I hope tomorrow will be a better day. I end early tomorrow so I shall proceed to the hall and do my homework. I am suppose to go for LPI but since training takes priority, I have to go for training. I think both are equally important, like LPI is about myself and I will learn to know more about what others think of my leadership abilities as well as how to develop it and stuff. On the other hand, training is important too because it is the last training before Nationals and this competition is very important to the team as well as the fact that I'm representing the school. Aye, sometimes you have to make important choices which will lead to to sacrifice something else. What to do? That's life.

Alright, I'm gonna do my homework now. Never FML, but LML (Love My Life)! I never fail to be lame (=